4 May 2019

The Lost ''I''

          THE LOST ''I''


It is a long ago,
A very long ago.
I was found everywhere,
Flying across the skies,
Climbing in Mountains,
following the small flies,
Ruling the World -
in my dreamland...

It is a long ago,
A very long ago.
I was found Capable,
I have the ability to think,
I have the ability to Act,
I have the ability to do-
whatever I want to do...

But now all changed,
Because of that, I do.
I thought it is wrong,
I know it is wrong.
But it stays shining-
to my eyes,
It starts to rule my heart.
I fall over it,
I drink it,
I eat it,
I do it,
I did it.

Even I felt little guilt inside,
I thought, no... I assumed that,
I can overcome,
But I repeat it again and again,
thinking I am conscious,
But I came to know it is not so...
I lost...
I lost everything.
I am acting according to its command,
It is good or bad,
It is one I like or not,
I am Doing it...
Nooooooo......
THE LOST "I" doing it...
              - Bervin Kani